Tired of endless thinking,
About what could have been,
What might have been,
What should have been..
What's new then? It's still the same..
I realize things, but yet..
My attitude is stuck with the old ones..
I mean, I tend to always imagine things,
But it seems like..
It'll never be the same with this reality..
Sad to say, but yes..
I think that,
The timing I have is not appropriate,
Guess I expect too much,
Insisting what I want to happen,
That lead things to worse
I was so wrong,
Wrong about myself.
